everything seems pointless

separated.....
sad? yes i do, ofcourse!
for many reasons i had to. but he's just half of me. he's still the one that support me with all his life. and i knew he do care about me a lot, and i really thankful about that. i'm really really missing him, i hope he can understand what is all about, i decide because i have to, and we can go back to our way someday after all of these that we must struggle for.

and i just love him :)

I can't explain the way you made me feel,
every time that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did,
too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along,
and showed me happiness
baby you are the best,
i think you're different from the rest
and i really love you
-kci jojo, tell me its real