everything seems pointless

separated.....
sad? yes i do, ofcourse!
for many reasons i had to. but he's just half of me. he's still the one that support me with all his life. and i knew he do care about me a lot, and i really thankful about that. i'm really really missing him, i hope he can understand what is all about, i decide because i have to, and we can go back to our way someday after all of these that we must struggle for.

and i just love him :)

I can't explain the way you made me feel,
every time that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did,
too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along,
and showed me happiness
baby you are the best,
i think you're different from the rest
and i really love you
-kci jojo, tell me its real

someone said

oke postingan ini terinspirasi setelah gue baca blog temen sekelas gue yaitu Arfian Herbowo. oke dia emang bak Einstein di kelas, calon mahasiswa STEI-ITB yang berpotensial tinggi, menurut gue. hahaha gue jadi ngomongin sosok seorang arfian deh kan jadinyaa, wekekeke. okee di sabtu pagi ini gue terinspirasi oleh apa yang ada di blog nya arfian, he said

Belajar dan bermain itu hubungannya sangat erat.
Orang tidak akan belajar kalau tidak bermain, dan tidak akan bermain kalau tidak belajar.
Yang paling baik adalah menganggap bahwa belajar itu adalah permainan.

yeah those words, so inspire me, and make me understand about for what study is , even that i find so much stress in study and its remember me that God never give us something that we cant handle, okay arfian was right. and let those words planted in our mind. yaa biar gaul dikit gitu yaaa, gue ubah dikit yee ke english, hehehe, so

study and play have tight context.
peolpe dont wanna study if they dont wanna play a game,
and dont wanna play a game if they dont study.
and the best thing is, regard that study is a game.
- Arfian Herbowo

this influenced me and this is as my favorite quotations now. and, wish me luck : )

my jason came to the town

oke, karna besok gue nggak ada jadwal buat super intensif math di sekolah, gue memutuskan buat posting something happened yang udah rada basi di critain, tapi berkesan banget buat gue. yaaa jjf tanggal 6 kemaren emang berkesan banget buat gue, ngeliat Mr. A-Z manggung live merupakan anugrah di tahun ini buat gue (selain LULUS UN, ketrima PTN, AMIN) , oke walopun gue kalah sama si iqbal yang udah dapet foto bareng Mraz :'(
OKE, NGGAK APA!
gue tetep mensyukuri apa yang telah gue tonton di jjf kmaren.
opening yang groovy dengan Make It Mine nya, waaah bikin fly dia nyanyiin itu, dan closing Butterfly yang super amazing. yaah tapi gue rada sedih kenapa dia ngga nyanyi wordplay, wedeh tapi ga apa! tetep SALUTE FOR MR. A-Z!
beberapa hasil jepretan gue pas lagi jjf for mr. a-z

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banyaaaaaaaaaaaaak banget yang pengen gue posting, tapi banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak bangeeeeeet halangan nyaaaaaa, sok sibuk nggak juga, tapi emang sibuuuk, maleeees iya jugaaa sih.
see you soon. hahaha posting-an nggak gunaaaaa!