over

it's over :' (

♥

You're the best I can love
So please stay as long as you want
Because I do need you more than anyone
- E.B.K

he always and will always ♥♥♥

'he' means love ♥

thanks God, im still with him. i really want share my time just with him. and i know now, only he can love me with all his life and i wish that he was here or that i were there, or that we were together anywhere. and this part really touch me,

you're the one i love
the one that i can put all my love,
you're the one that i can trust
since its hard for me to trust someone
but i can trust you for sure
you're my life, the one that i must protect and care of
so please don't, please don't leave me my love
that's me loving you with all i have
- ♥ E.B.K

last night he wrote this for me, and i barely crying when i was reading this :' )

mulai dari enol

di pagi yang cerah ini di saat gue di bangun paksa nyokap gue, dan ternyata pagi ini adalah pagi yang indah karena hari ini adalah tanggal 1 Mei 2009, speedy udah mulai dari enol lagi hahaha. setelah over quota, yaa biasa nyokap gue sering bayar double dari harga biasa, gara-gara over quota, yang sering banget dikarnakan kaka gue nyari tugas dan ofcourse sambil facebook-an ga jelas, dan terutama adek gue si hanif yang baru menduduki kelas 4 SD itu yang sudah menggeluti per-facebook-an jadi dia sok eksis di facebook dan juga game-game yang ada di facebook.
gue heran sekarang, sebegitu banyak orang orang yang sekarang jadi facebook addict, emang sih setelah friendster ngga jaman abis, atau so oldschool beybeh, all people move to facebook. hahaha kok gue jadi nggak jelas gene ya ngomongin facebook and friendster.
yowes lah gue udah lama banget gak ngepost sesuatu, karna abis UN dan sgala macam yang gue harus urus ofcourse tentang persekolahan. wish me luck and all my buddies' high school graduate in this last year with happy ending. love yaa, xoxo : )

SUN 2009

SUN 2009 = Sukses Ujian Nasional 2009

Amin ya Allah.
deg-degan, pasti!
wish me luck dan doakan ya kawan. Wassalam.

everything seems pointless

separated.....
sad? yes i do, ofcourse!
for many reasons i had to. but he's just half of me. he's still the one that support me with all his life. and i knew he do care about me a lot, and i really thankful about that. i'm really really missing him, i hope he can understand what is all about, i decide because i have to, and we can go back to our way someday after all of these that we must struggle for.

and i just love him :)

I can't explain the way you made me feel,
every time that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did,
too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along,
and showed me happiness
baby you are the best,
i think you're different from the rest
and i really love you
-kci jojo, tell me its real

someone said

oke postingan ini terinspirasi setelah gue baca blog temen sekelas gue yaitu Arfian Herbowo. oke dia emang bak Einstein di kelas, calon mahasiswa STEI-ITB yang berpotensial tinggi, menurut gue. hahaha gue jadi ngomongin sosok seorang arfian deh kan jadinyaa, wekekeke. okee di sabtu pagi ini gue terinspirasi oleh apa yang ada di blog nya arfian, he said

Belajar dan bermain itu hubungannya sangat erat.
Orang tidak akan belajar kalau tidak bermain, dan tidak akan bermain kalau tidak belajar.
Yang paling baik adalah menganggap bahwa belajar itu adalah permainan.

yeah those words, so inspire me, and make me understand about for what study is , even that i find so much stress in study and its remember me that God never give us something that we cant handle, okay arfian was right. and let those words planted in our mind. yaa biar gaul dikit gitu yaaa, gue ubah dikit yee ke english, hehehe, so

study and play have tight context.
peolpe dont wanna study if they dont wanna play a game,
and dont wanna play a game if they dont study.
and the best thing is, regard that study is a game.
- Arfian Herbowo

this influenced me and this is as my favorite quotations now. and, wish me luck : )