bomb blast isnt funny huh?!

something's bad, really bad. two high explosive bombs rocked two luxurious hotels of Ritz Carlton and JW Marriot in central Jakarta Friday morning, killing at least 9 people and wounding more than 50.

shock, anger and frustration are probably three words that best describe the current mood of many Indonesians, including me. we are tired of seeing innocent people become the victims of these demonic creatures the media calls "terrorists". and now, our heart goes to the victim. our strongest condemnation to whoever carried out this terrorist act.
never give up people, maybe we're in pain just in shortly time. we need to stand, to face it.
we still have many people who loves indonesia truly, and they believe it,
like what Joel Madden has said on Twitter about Indonesia:

"don't get your impression of Indonesia from the news, it is one of my favorite places in the world and the people there rule. dumb terrorist" then a few minutes later: "its sad news, but it wont scare me from going back to Jakarta. that place is awesome, definitely going back this year or next and Bali."

i think many people has the same thought, right? :-)

life - before - die

it's life, that's all.
there are no happy endings, just happy days, happy moments.
the only real ending is death, and trust me, no one dies happy.
and the price of not dying is that things change all the time,
and the only thing you can count on is that there's not a thing you can do about it.
-someone

ceritanya susah

gimana rasanya berjauhan?
gimana rasanya nggak bersama?
gimana rasanya nggak sejalan?
gimana rasanya nggak peduli?
gimana rasanya ngelupain?
gimana rasanya kehilangan?
gimana rasanya ikhlas?

terserah, apapun yang lo mau ambil buat apa yang mau lo ambil buat hidup lo yang lo jalanin.
sekarang gue cuma bisa bilang terserah. semua yang gue pengen walopun gue explain dari a-z, nggak bakal ada hasilnya kalo lo nggak ngerti maksut dan berfikiran sama apa yang kaya gue maksut dari semua ini.
mencoba ikhlas emang hal yang paling susah menurut gue.
tapi belajar buat ikhlas, sesuatu hal yang mulia dan patut untuk gue coba, dan gue coba terapkan di diri gue.
gue sadar, semua yang gue bayangkan dan yang gue mau, nggak gampang buat ada pada kenyataannya.
semua ada rintangan dan halangan tersendiri.
apapun maksut dari semua itu. ya itulah hidup.
hidup ada kesenangan dan juga cobaan.
kesenangan buat lo tau enjoy nya kehidupan yang lo jalanin,
dan cobaan, biar lo tau gimana caranya berjuang buat lo bisa haragain hidup yang udah diberikan kepada lo.
semua pasti ada hikmahnya. gue yakin banget.
apapun yang bakal gue hadepin ntar tentang lo atau tentang apapun, gue berusaha buat ikhlas.

over

it's over :' (

♥

You're the best I can love
So please stay as long as you want
Because I do need you more than anyone
- E.B.K

he always and will always ♥♥♥

'he' means love ♥

thanks God, im still with him. i really want share my time just with him. and i know now, only he can love me with all his life and i wish that he was here or that i were there, or that we were together anywhere. and this part really touch me,

you're the one i love
the one that i can put all my love,
you're the one that i can trust
since its hard for me to trust someone
but i can trust you for sure
you're my life, the one that i must protect and care of
so please don't, please don't leave me my love
that's me loving you with all i have
- ♥ E.B.K

last night he wrote this for me, and i barely crying when i was reading this :' )

mulai dari enol

di pagi yang cerah ini di saat gue di bangun paksa nyokap gue, dan ternyata pagi ini adalah pagi yang indah karena hari ini adalah tanggal 1 Mei 2009, speedy udah mulai dari enol lagi hahaha. setelah over quota, yaa biasa nyokap gue sering bayar double dari harga biasa, gara-gara over quota, yang sering banget dikarnakan kaka gue nyari tugas dan ofcourse sambil facebook-an ga jelas, dan terutama adek gue si hanif yang baru menduduki kelas 4 SD itu yang sudah menggeluti per-facebook-an jadi dia sok eksis di facebook dan juga game-game yang ada di facebook.
gue heran sekarang, sebegitu banyak orang orang yang sekarang jadi facebook addict, emang sih setelah friendster ngga jaman abis, atau so oldschool beybeh, all people move to facebook. hahaha kok gue jadi nggak jelas gene ya ngomongin facebook and friendster.
yowes lah gue udah lama banget gak ngepost sesuatu, karna abis UN dan sgala macam yang gue harus urus ofcourse tentang persekolahan. wish me luck and all my buddies' high school graduate in this last year with happy ending. love yaa, xoxo : )